On about 3 hours of sleep and I can't go back to bed. I'm physically limited because of my knee, so it's not like I can take a long walk outside or anything. What is bothering me?
Well. Every time I close my eyes, my thoughts consume me. My heart races. One year ago today, I stared into a woman's eyes, and she dared to stare right back with both her hands clasping my right hand and said "Yes, only if you don't burp in front of me."
^ Not the outcome I was looking for in the question.
And this is not the outcome I was expecting out of the relationship.
September 23, 2012. It was a Sunday early early morning (after midnight). In my FJ Cruiser on my parking lot.
Who'd have thought a year later I'd be celebrating by dabbling on a laptop, prepping to go to work in a tie for no reason, and taking a Claritin at 6 am.
A friend told me that it takes 6 months for every year you've been together to get over someone you've been in love with. We were together barely 10 months, but why does it feel like she's taken a life time?
Random thoughts at 6 am. I can try to go back to sleep now I guess.
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